Alayode's Memoirs

When God wants to send help And make life's journey easier He sends a few good ones To hold you through I consider myself favoured To have found one Who's driven this life with me In joy and in tears To my creamy cupcakes: For every moment you gave yourself For each day you truly loved and cared For every shoulder you offered This is my appreciation post To you girl ❤️ Thank you for the numerous blessings  It's so comforting to know you Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

Oluwasikemi My sparkling glittery and shiny star My sweet sister with amazing beauty  You are strong, resilient and determined You are a force and a goal getter Oh how I admire you... I can't even imagine the depth of knowledge  That's deep down in you  You are a bright light that cannot be deemed  Keep being you To know you is to love you ❤️ Ifedolapo My black chocolate creamy ice cream How beautiful you are ❤️ You are a definition of amazing I'm glad you are mine to call sister You love truly and deeply  And you care You've got so much strength in you I can't but admire that You are smart, intelligent, my fashion critic A city set on a hill My goal getter Thank you for the gift of you Oreoluwa My sweet twinny with drops of caramel You know I've got love for you Like a mighty ocean You amaze me and I admire your strength  You are strong, brilliant, smart, intelligent  You are beautiful inside out  The way you love me Gives me strength each day Yo...

My smile is my message My smile is my pain My smile is my tears My smile is my story  "You smile a lot",  "It's so beautiful",  "It makes you stand out",  "It's unique"...... These are few of the beautiful comments my smile brings.  I never knew how beautiful my smiles were till much later in life. Sometimes, when I look into a mirror, I look into my eyes and ask myself, "are you truly happy?".  Sometimes I shed a tear because I can't even answer the question,  sometimes I smile at myself and leave.  Truth is, behind the happy and smiley face is a lot of hidden pain, anxiety, worry, panic, hurt and tears.   Thankfully, the smiles are also heavy with thanksgiving, love and hope.  Thankfulness for God, my sisters and the amazing, few friends I have who have loved me genuinely and given me hope for tomorrow. My smile remains my treasure It remains my gift It remains my statement  It remains my signature I'll keep giving  I...

I wondered why…. Asked myself the same questions  Back to back Over the years I wondered why…… I've always been different  Just found the regular boring I was the exciting one Bubbling and bring life with me I thought it was bad To live my truth But then I realized  I had a light hidden in me I woke up to blossom Oh yes, I'm glad I did It has never been better My light shines brighter Now I've found love The best love ever The best gift ever I fell in love with me I realized what a beautiful gift I am An amazing treasure A pride to have A gift to nations I'm proud I didn't dim out I'm glad my gold came through  As I fight through the pain of rejection  I'll NEVER let anyone take out my light